Tuesday, December 18♥
JaJa & Adi FoReVeR ♥ }
i reli cOnfused !! whOm cn i tOk 2 ? y am i feeling diz wae again ?
is it bcOs of wadd i heard n c 4 maself ? haish .
diz is nt wadd i wanted . i h8 feelin diz wae . y cnt i juz b lyk ma nOrmal self ?
i cOuldnt figure it out . i wanna nOe y diz happen agian . y ? y ? y ? y ?
haish . mebbe its fated . am fated 2 lead diz kind of life .
hOpe datt sum1 nOe hw i feel . mebbe he dunno wadd reli happen .
bt diz is wadd i felt thru out diz mths , wks , daes , hrs , mins n secs !!
haish . criOusly , i felt bad of kippin it . bt at e same tym i felt bad 2 if it wasnt true !!
so , i dcided nt 2 tel lOrhs . haish . juz wanna datt sum1 nOe datt i juz lurve datt sum1 lOads n
oso nO1 cn replace datt sum1 . its all up 2 datt sum1 2 shOw me wadd datt sum1 shud shOw .
cnt let it happen 4 twice . ive been verri patient thru out e daes n nyts . i dunno whether datt
sum1 reli do appreci8 o nt . i reli hOpe datt sum1 reli do appreci8 me o ma effOrts n patience r
wasted juz lyk datt . datt sum1 , shud try 2 undastnd me mOre i gez . haish .
h8 2 feel diz wae , dudes n babes !!!
btw , datts all 4 2dae . wil upd8 again yarhs .
takin care !
~"*J*A*J*A*"~
